a hidden life

if someone took one look at me they would think I lived a perfect life with no worries in the world with the great big smile I carry around. It’s that smile that hides a millions worries and problems that I face in my life, I worry about every single thing down to what time it is and being late to something, I have every insecurity you could ever think of. my family isn’t well off sometimes we find it hard to get through the week but it’s the love we have for each other that makes it a little easier, I have a dad who nearly has every illness you could think of and some that you wouldn’t even know existed, I’ve nearly lost my dad 3-4 times in the last 3 years which is so hard for me knowing that he will never get better, I’m extremely shy which is a down fall for a lot of people and have no confidence in the world. I’m not saying there aren’t people out there that are worst off I’m just saying that don’t judge a person by what you see on the outside because they could have something as simple as a smile that hides it all. I’m just lucky that I have amazing friends and family that are there to support me every step of the way!! <3

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